I have decided now... I'll probably not play the flute again. Not at least within the next year.. Probably not in the rest of my life.. I just might change my mind.. no.. Too many painful memories.. Inclusive of wat i mentioned in the previous post...

Not worth my pursuit.. Everything shattered.. I have changed so much since i entered ycs band. I have totally changed the genre of music i listen to altogether.. Now, i don't think its worth it.. Playing the flute anymore... People i'll end up associating. I have yet to meet a flautist who is my peer or junior and yet better than me. Nobody seems to make an effort...

Inaccurate, horrendous intonation, shitty sound.. No. I've heard enough of it... Enough! my ears will hear no more torment. I officially have aulophobia(phobia of flutes) from this day forth.

I mean it.