feeling: Generally ok

Haiz.. Geog prelims tomorrow..
haven't really studied for it.. Hell, I don't even know what Mdm Ow has been doing for the past year. It seems that every Mdm Ow I meet in my entire life are geog teachers, and each are equally bitchy.. ok.. sorry.. There is ONE Mdm Ow who was my science teacher in Pri Sch... haha.. But still as bitchy...

Well, I just hope that I can fully utilise the remaining six weeks for my 'O's... Its not very far away, and this is the wrong year for me to have burnt out and stuff... I guess i just have to grit my teeth and start working hard...

Mabel was awfully funny the other day.. i asked her what her level in runescape was and she said "90+".. but ended up, she was only about lv 11 and I had to keep defending her from the scorpions as we were fishing in Al Kharid.. haha.. Ironic..

Well, I'm a bit disappointed. In my life, I made two friends whom i thought would be my best friends at two different points of time. However, both are now rather distant from me, but worse still, both have fallen away. Its sad, especially when someone falls away and nobody really cares. In the case of Sherman(one of the two), There's barely anyone else besides me to talk him round. In the case of Sam Goh, however, he had a whole lot of attention(which I strongly believe, especially now, that he has been trying to get). It's sad that people who fall away are my friends. Sadder still that besides me, nobody else cares.

Back to Status watchers. I don't want to believe that our whole church is made up of them. But one characteristic common to them is that they only care about themselves, their own popularity(hence they mix only with the popular who are in other words, rich, handsome, blah blah) and not much about people who don't have many people to talk to. Perhaps its because of these status watchers that these people fall away. Sam Goh fell away partly because besides myself, barely anyone talks to him. However, when he attended an orthodox church, he felt so welcome there. Why must this be so?!?! Why are the unloveable not loved?! Even amongst us Christians, or at least, those of us who call ourselves 'Christians'?


(21/9/04 pic was removed. Anyone know how to post pics on blogs without screwing it up?)