feeling:average

Sheesh.. i'm beginning to feel that staying home and studying is ultimately more effective. I'm practically wasting time sitting through math lessons. Ms tan will just go through the papers. effective? Yeah. for some. perhaps the slightly weaker ones. But for ppl like me who can manage, self study is the best help.

Having grown to this stage, i have found that its harder to accept information from a teacher who is just feeding it in. I have discovered that for myself, I need to do my own analysing, my own thinking before I actually grasp it. True, I'm Audial-visual, but I guess maybe its just ms tan.. who just cannot teach without going the rote method... Her style of teaching is so route, so much so that I just cannot absorb any more than the surface pertaining to the topic... I HATE ms tan...

Well, I just hope God will hold me together and help me stand up again.. i need that strength from him.. Do keep me in prayer, those who are Christian...