Feeling:Average

If only the 'O's could be as easy as the prelims.. the prelim paper for geog and SS were relatively easy.. For Eng, I think i did quite ok too.. Now my worries are almost over.. The rest of the prelims won't be any obstacle after I've taken my Chem.. Hmmm...

Well, the First three months for me are almost secured for me in an average JC.. But i'm still worried for the 'O's... haven't started active study yet. However, I will NOT admit I'm stressed. I won't have entertained the thought and self-pity myself for being stressed.. although I AM burnt out... lol...


Well, got physics and E-math paper tml.. Its an ultimate test of my total endurance and mental stamina.. I'm planning to use them both as revision papers. To learn from them, but only allow myself to skeem through the syllabus. To see how much I can capture. Sighs.. I sacrificed one year for all this. One year for better grades, a better chance into JC, leading into a better chance in the U and thus a better chance to go into teaching. I guess I take after my mother. Perhaps just in the part where she has the passion to teach..

Anyway, one main thing i'm concerned about is..hmm... getting to know some chiobu in JC? hmm... i havent been into a relationship before.. Tempted to do so, cuz there are currently four girls after me (as known to me)... However, they are all not up to my standard.. haha... Hmm.. what makes me think I'm up to the standard of some girl in JC? hmm good qn.. I don't know.. lol... I'm just going girl-crazy.. But my ultimate wish is to go to the same JC as SOMEBODY.. Hmm.. the rest is classified and if i tell u more, i have to silence you... lol.. u know what I'm talking abt rite?