Feeling:Euphoric and elated..


My internet's working agian.. at long last!! Have left my blog alone for some time, but I now get to post again....YAYXXXXXX!!!

Well, today was craziness.. Chem prac paper lasted till only nine plus.. After that, I went home, spent an hour watching up selected scenes on HSDS(for the third time, i guess..) and spent the rest of the time sleeping.. I expected to watch the police story 2 with Jeremy(germ) only at four, since the earliest was 2, but he wouldn have finished school yet.. But to my surprise, he rang me up at 1.15 telling me he had been dismissed from sch.. So we ended up catching the 2.00 show...

Great film, tho.. Rather emotional.. I got rather disgusted at the way the 'gangsters' dealt with the police team early in the show.. capturing them, miaming them, then hanging them up.. and when Insp Wing(Jackie Chan) Reached that area, they used their lives to gamble with him.. Cruel.. I was really put off by that..

Rather sad too.. The leader of the bad guys (five of them in total.. i forgot wats the actor's name for joe, the leader of them..) was the son of a police superintendant of another area in HK, then he(the character) was abused by his faterh(the police supt.) in childhood. When he grew up in such a rich family, he joined up with his friends and they went around robbing banks. Not for the cash. For the fun of it. They even awarded points to each other for things like each police officer shot down. Insanity... However, the movie has a rather emotional note.. I would reccommend it to any movie goer.

Anyway, I made up with my dad regarding the internet. I did use a keylogger to try and access the password. Although doing this for a reason (so that i can have access to the net anytime i needed it and not be restricted to the time when my parents are at home) I was wrong in doing it.. It was a sin to do such a thing, and I admit my mistake.. Well, its good that i finally found courage to make it up to my dad.. I guess the father-son relationship is improving.. We used to be more distant in the past..

I also do hope to start full-time revision soon.. I guess i really need to settle a lot of problems in my life. One problem is my relationship with God. I need to get right with God right now. I need to get rid of my pride. Its my biggest downfall. I need to settle so many things.. My room is a warzone littered with papers and books.. It kinda shows the state of my emotions and mind now.. But i do hope i can clear things up soon.. Do keep me in prayer. I covet them...