Feeling:eager

Now trying to download CS with a download accelerator.. Sincerely hope that it works.. and its the full thing, not JUST an addon... The site din say much more than 'full version'.. so wat the hell.. jus believe it lah!...

Man! I hate the way Ms Tan treats us.. Like as though we have no integrity. come on! She makes mistakes so regularly in marking minor tests, and we report it just as regularly.. Surely she should know we have enough integrity so as not to try to alter our answers when we receive back our own papers.. But no.., when we received out prelim math papers back, she told us to put our bags and everything else at the side, leaving only a calculator and pencil (bo-liao..).. that is a direct insult to my integrity!!

Sigh.. okay... I kinda hate it when people probe too much into my personal things... But to an extent, sometimes I myself leak out things to make them start probing-albeit by accident.. Sigh.. whatever...

End-of-year activity for us duzn seem like its going to be as much fun as I expected(sigh...)... well, at least, its better than nothing... Well, I would have liked a poolside party or some swimming carnival with it(like i wrote for my eng prelim functional writing) but... wat the heck! Anyway, I feel rather out of place.. I don't seem to be able to offer active suggestions like most of the ppl in the committe are.. I feel rather bad, because I just...can't... I wish I can take an active part, to make the whole planning process easier for everyone(divided workload).. But.. i don't seem to be able to contribute.. sigh..

Well, I'm still sticking to my "i'm not playing my flute" policy. I hate the things that come with it.. I regret i cannot carry on the tradition. My mentor was Anneson... I learnt mosta my skills from him.. By rights, I'm supposed to find a junior(sec1) when I'm sec 4 and impart all I have to him/her.. Disappointing... I can't find any who is worthy.. That was one of the reasons why i wanna stop playing the flute. Also, not many people appreciate...

i guess i might join debate in JC.. I MIGHT choose to join band if i get into a jc for the first three months.. Perhaps to see if there is a possibility i will change my mind.. Maybe not.. Unless I find a superior band system and a flute section that is better, I would probably join air rifle or debate and quit band after the first three months... I guess I would like to improve my latent interest (and maybe talent) in marksmanship... Debate, probably just to improve my english.. lol