Feeling: a little disappointed

Sighs.. i spent an hour to finish the a-math paper besides five sub-parts.. And I made fatal mistakes for those five sub-parts... Sigh... I calculated an estimated loss of 20 marks, provided that I do not make any further mistakes... Oh dear,.. I do hope I can still get an a1.. Its about the only subject I ace...

well, I managed to see the Starwars ep3 trailer.. Woot.. Ok.. I'm itching to go see it... Gosh.. I'm gonna storm Mr Lucas' office and demand he give me a copy of however much of the movie they have made so far...

Sigh.. I went for the friday band practice.. Disappointed with how much the band has degraded.. And Mr tan still had the cheek to mention Mr chew, giving the band back to him.,.. man! Being Mr CHew's trusted aide cum confidant(at times), I know only too well he won't want to come back here.. Not only is the pay peanuts, who would want to be paid peanuts to have to clear all the muck mr tan created in this band?! Even I wouldnt want to at the expense of a million dollars..

Sigh.. Why be so angry.. Take it easy. This band has nothing more to do with you. You only used it for a stepping stone. Why bother about its future development? predicting that it will fall and close down within less than 3 years. Seeing that its Cert. of participation is only a matter of time next year.. C'mon.. Its bronze is embarrassing enough...

I declare here and now, that I went for the practice purely because I wanted to orientate myself on the pieces to be played during the Pei Hwa Sec performance. And I'm going to Pei Hwa sec purely because I felt a sense of attachment, being a former student of Pei Hwa primary. I'm going there to just play, and I kinda regret my decision, cuz i'm gonna be part of either a funeral band or a primary sch band... ... But actually, this band sounds like its players are people who don't know how to play an instrument, and are trying to make some noise with the instruments Mr Tan gave them...


Disappointed
Angry
Sad
Alone