feeling:down....

Well, the start of tutorials and such have totally caught me off my feet. Heck, today's only monday. More to come soon....

Mental resilience down to 50%.......I tend to give up easily all of a sudden.... Well, new class, new people, but suddenly, my persistence in making friends have suddenly dropped (as in I almost give up after the first try..) Anyway, the guys elected me for PE rep.... whoa... i duno if i'm really THAT popular or if they were jus finding someone to sabo.. Well, i guess i jus played along...

*tired... nah.. not in the body.. tired in the mind... I guess that the two-month break proved insufficient... Perhaps i might wanna drop out after the first three mths, take two month's REAL break (THIS time, i WON't allow anything to disrupt it...) and hit back in poly with a vengeance.. (lol.. figuratively...)

Nah.. not much mood to blog tonight... I wish my steam were working and i could jus trash some ass in CS.. But it isn... so i'm going to gunbound with keith (keifu;Totto-chan)