feelin: okay lar.. abit down... jus feel like blasting things.. haha..

Well, she knows already.. haha.. i nv expected her to be so smart.. lol.. But arghs.. anyways.... no difference if she finds out.. Besides, I don't intend to start a relationship even if she reciprocates........

Well, I tried the shooting trial.. For pistol, i got four shots on the black area with two of them overlapping (7-10pts) then i had five shots at the border of the black (5,6 pts) and one shot totally misfired (1pt).. haixx. well, i do hope i still can get in.. (i hope i can join both shooting and band...)

I registered for band.. but heck,.. there are so many flautists... bwargh!... perhaps this could be a chance for me to show how good i am at the flute.. or the reverse could be true too.. this could be a chance for me to learn a lesson or two.....

Well, just as well.. I guess i've yet to see a peer or junior exceed me in the flute. perhaps because i've only served in two bands... Besides, there are many many more flute players who are definitely better than me. I just hope to meeet one...

Hmm.. perhaps i should set a guideline on what to do for CCA selection.....

I'll join shooting if i get in, but only if SQ and IZ get in too. but if i don't, i'll join band. If I join band, i'll join the flute section only if there's nobody better than me. (or should i join only if there's someone better than me? i don't wanna compromise tian lu's chances of learning the flute). In the case I don't join flute.. hmm.. i'll probably want to learn the saxophone.. since its the only woodwind instrument left that i haven't picked up..

hmm... considerations to make........ many decisions.. sighs.. i guess i'll jut slp now.. haha...