Feeling:reflective

WEll, i jus kinda got into that reflective mood, reflecting on my own character, my values and my personal philosophies. Hmm... Sometimes, I guess, i leak out too much information.. Info I don't want people to know... sometimes i'm a little too honest. I guess, in this aspect, I really admire Li Hao's maturity. I was rather impressed by his show of character when he said during 'e-web' "in case you all don't know, there's another guy here, and he's Ming Hui." Well, I must admit that I had two choices at that time, and I'm ashamed to say that Ming Hui was my 'backup choice'. The other choice was, of course, Kok mun.

Well, this afternoon I guess I carried the joke a little too far and offended Shi Yun. I really am sorry.. I din mean to hurt you.. I was really just playing around as I thought you didn't mind. I'm really sorry, Shi Yun.

Anyway, this morning was super... First thing of all, i was quite disappointed when i went to the grand stand area and found that my missing t shirt was not there.. disappointed, i walked down where i met chin hong and had a little chat. AIYA!! din get his contact! Then i went to the canteen where the OG chatted for awhile.. Then, suddenly, poof! my T shirt appeared right in front of me... Wow.. Yee Pei actually found it two days before (i thot she, like the other ogls, din receive my msg before leaving sch) thanks a lot! i really couldn't be any more grateful!

Then we crashed Chem lecture... hoho... well, nothing much.. But from some things the teacher said, i was starting to consider Chem Engineering in poly altho my chem is not very powerful. After all, in Chem engineering, they do everything that electrical engineers and mechanical engineers do.. Don't tell me that doesn't require physics?!

The Physics teacher was boring, but nonetheless I had fun playing around with my bluetooth.. hahaa..I did manage to find out a bit more about it. Econs lecture was worse. If you would call Mdm 'saggy' ow a monster... whoa.. i won't know what to call this econs teacher.. still, i had some fun with the bluetooth.. playing around with the various interdevice functions that it provided. Man, and we still had to buy econs notes.. haixx...

After that was total sian time.. WE went out.. Sq and IZ contemplated whether or not to attend the Fmath lecture in LT2(their class was not stated there..) I wanted to crash Fmath lecture.. But at least, not without them. Hence, when they decided to go, i went along to the canteen with them.. where i met joanne and chivi(Li Hao was going off for chem). Well, we went to the library where joanne kept pressing me for my secret while i read a chapter on thermal equilibrium. Hmm.. pretty interesting. Spoken about things i've wondered for centuries. Perhaps i'm just very interested in energy transfer, and the new topic of renewable energy. I'll talk more about that another time...

haha.. the talk for us? lol.. I was having more fun with my BT. the speaker was soooooooooo dammmmmm boring... stating examples so cliche (like the story of solomon. Anyone who hasn't read the Bible would have known of this wise man. let alone someone who has.. haixxx) that i just ended up engrossed in my world of BT.. hahaa..

Hmm.. i feel quite bad.. cuz i sent a rather hurtful message to my dad, altho i was really at the pinnacle of my frustration. However, he came home, and while i was washing the car, he quietly helped me readjust the parental controls.. well, at least, for now,, i can access other ppl's blogs.. heee.. Still, I helped him out with the laundry(which he was supposed ta help my mum with)... I guess I just hope that to be a gesture of love from son to father..

Still, I find joy that I'm finding joy in helping my dad with the laundry, helpin my mum with the car washing and helpin zuyi inform the grp abt grp mtg.. I guess... I hope its finally the time which i'm maturing... I guess i'm finally getting a step closer to what I have always desired for the past four years:maturity.

Well, stil, today's probably a reflection of a normal day at jc.. haha.. today's still quite free.. tml will be slightly better.. without the talk.. hmm... lets hope my secret escapes notice for a day.. *whew... * its getting tiring hiding it from everyone.....